Year 2010
July 2010
2010 - Finally I've created my blog
2010 - Shaving my head for equality
2010 - Stopping addictions
2010 - Making a Vlog
2010 - Some Self-Forgiveness on Fear
August 2010
2010 - Stopping Addictions (sweets) Conclusion
2010 - Stopped being a vegetarian
2010 - Fever, medicine, (herpes?)
September 2010
2010 - Dealing with my sex system
October 2010
2010 - Points on Barbi and my father
2010 - Fearing my father
2010 - Sexual desire and pictures
2010 - Self-Sufficiency
2010 - Sexual self-interest, judgment, comparison
2010 - Update on dealing with my father
2010 - Dreams and Self-Forgiveness
2010 - Sleeping 4 hours is enough
November 2010
2010 - Avoiding physical touch
2010 - Sharing my dreams
December 2010
2010 - Self-directed sexation and orgasmation?
2010 - My mindfucks towards my father/males
2010 - Equal Money System
2010 - Chri$tma$ I$ Bull$hit $ong!!
2010 - Christ-mess mind controll
2010 - Dissolving relationship mindfucks
Year 2011
January 2011
2011 - Exposing my sexual system
2011 - Health and my problems
2011 - I had a dream...
2011 - Discussing Equal Money on another forum
2011 - Win/Lose games
2011 - Love is the answer
2011 - Making vlogs for self support
2011 - Fame
February 2011
2011 - Theoretical knowledge makes people dumb
2011 - Black Swan the movie
March 2011
2011 - I'm without a job, you're next
2011 - I'm into something great - check it out - solve you problems NOW!
2011 - Sooner or later
2011 - Zeitgeist: Moving Forward
2011 - Week-end / strong beginning
April 2011
2011 - Time: from too much to too litle
2011 - Answering Susanne Hahn
2011 - No time? Make your time with breath!
May 2011
2011 - Stop mind possession with self-aware breathing
2011 - Elections - Is it pointless to vote?
2011 - Fleeing Migrants from North Africa
2011 - Why does sex sell?
June 2011
2011 - Gaming Reborn in an Equal Money System
2011 - Why do people hate?
July 2011
2011 - Consumerism is a mental disease and we all have it
2011 - I can change the World
August 2011
2011 - Digging holes on Desteni Farm
September 2011
2011 - Agreement and fear of meeting with the director
October 2011
2011 - Venice Tourist Attractions - Biennale: Art or Self-Deception?
2011 - Fear Factor - Think you have what it takes to face your fears?
2011 - Will the people vote for an equal money system?
2011 - Will inventors of new stuff be rewarded in EMS?
2011 - Occupy Wall Street! Then what?
2011 - Nationalism and Separation = Crime Against Life
November 2011
2011 - Wise or full of delusion?
2011 - The cheap-shit and the top-shit of capitalism
2011 - Will there still be advertisement in an Equal Money System?
2011 - Will my children be the boss? - Equal Money System FAQ
2011 - Why not then simply going for resource based economy? - Equal Money System FAQ
2011 - How will the collaboration between management and product producers function in an EMS? - Equal Money System FAQ
2011 - My first day at work
2011 - Every human behavior that cause harm and is motivated by money will end with Equal Money - Life in EMS
December 2011
2012 - End of Illusions
Year 2012
January 2012
2012 - ending fear - this is the word I gift to myself
2012 - Dealing with my Relationships / Agreements
2012 Moving in with Self Direction
2012 - Why was I able to hear the Desteni message
February 2012
2012 - Alone = All-One
March 2012
2012 - Walking with
2012 - Song lyrics
2012 - Self-Forgiveness on defining self through others
2012 - War = crime against Life
2012 - Sexual expression
May 2012
2012 - Energetic reactions
2012 - Anger, spite, blame reactions
2012 - Opinions, beliefs, judgments
June 2012
Day 1 - Clearing/re-evaluating my agreements
Day 2
July 2012
Day 3 - Clearing my starting point
Day 4 - Competition / Comparison
Day 5 - Fears of loosing my relationship
Day 6 - Energetic quarrel games, manipulations
Day 7 - Stopping the relationship energy addictions
Day 8 - Skills
Day 9 - Self-responsibility / Aloneness
Day 10 - Being silent character
Day 11 - Working character
Day 12 - Comedian character
Day 13 - Gamer character
Day 14 - Farewell character
Day 15 - Partner comfort/safety
Day 16 - Worrying about my partner and fear of loss
Day 17 - I cannot concentrate character
Day 18 - Relationship points: loneliness
Day 19 - Relationship points: aloneness
Day 20 - Relationship points: fear and anxiety
Day 21 - Relationship points: helplessness
Day 22 - The Decision Character
Day 23 - Relationship points: lostness, safety, security, comfortableness
Day 24 - Sly remarks and waking up
August 2012
Day 25 - Scratching distractions
Day 26 - Relationship points
Day 27 - I'm busy don't bother me character
Day 28 - Avoiding Strangers
Day 29 - Avoiding Strangers Self-Commitment Statements
Day 30 - Want to be noticed & Fearing to speak
Day 31 - Laziness, too muchness, giving up
September 2012
Day 32 - Sexual Attraction to Pictures
Day 33 - Meeting the familiar people & Whispering
Day 34 - Fear of bugs
Day 35 - Self-Intimacy, fear of a relative dying
October 2012
Day 36 - School and study fears & definitions
Day 37 - Safety
Day 38 - Being my starting point
November 2012
Day 39 - Allowing myself not to be anxious, sad and in fear
Day 40 - Searching for attention, postponement, fear
Day 41 - Fear of speaking to audience
Day 43 - Directed by emotions and feelings
Commitment and agreement with myself and my partner
December 2012
Day 48 - Relationships
Year 2013
January 2013
Day 49 - Perceiving friends/family as special
Day 50 - Hiding behind friendships
Day 52 - Wanting others to think good about me
February 2013
Day 56 - Perception of fun and living vs wasting one's life
March 2013
Day 71 - Reviewing the main patterns
Day 72 - Going for a walk
May 2013
Day 78 - Stopping resistance towards my activities by stopping backchat
Day 81 - Writing
June 2013
Day 88 - Allowing myself to be patient with myself
July 2013
Day 90 - A moment with myself
August 2013
Day 91 - The secret wish for arousing pictures
Witness statement: Desteni Research Group is not a scam
Day 92 - Fear of jelly fish & superiority when seeing another frightened when I am not
Day 94 - In-fear-iorities
Day 95 - In-fear-iorities part 2
Day 97 - In-fear-iorities part 4
Day 96 - In-fear-iorities part 3
September 2013
Day 98: What does Obama show us
Day 99 - In-fear-iorities part 5
Day 101 - In-fear-iorities part 6
Killing other Humans (Justin Bowerman an army specialist)
Day 103 - Getting to know a woman
Day 104 - The manly me I wish to be
October 2013
Day 105 - Judging my speaking
Day 106 - Anxiety around new people and self-sabotage at school work
Year 2014
January 2014
Day 125 - Stage fright reaction when speaking with others
Day 126 - Self-judgemnt and shame for not understanding
February 2014
Day 131 - Making things personal VS standing as a solution
Day 132 - Making other's judgments my own & fear of people with expectations
March 2014
Day 133 - On my authority problems and "freezing" situation
Day 134 - Self-responsibility towards my reactions and those of others
April 2014
Day 141 - What is payment? We got it wrong this whole time!
May 2014
The Desteni of Living - My Declaration of Principle
My Declaration of Principle: 1. Realizing and living my utmost potential
June 2014
My Declaration of Principle: 2. Living by the principle of what is best for all
My Declaration of Principle: 3. Living by the principle of self honesty
My Declaration of Principle: 4. Self Purification through Writing, Self Forgiveness and Self Application
My Declaration of Principle: 5. Self Responsibility
Day 146 - Working through the fear of authority
Day 147 - Reacting to my partner
Day 148 - How words create our world
Day 149 - Taking self-responsibility for reactions towards my partner
My Declaration of Principle: 6. Self Responsibility in Thought, Word and Deed
Day 150 - Taking self-responsibility for my reactions towards my partner - II
Day 151 - The importance of not judging self when looking at self
July 2014
Day 153 - My Declaration of Principle: 7. Living the Principle of Self Awareness
Day 154 - The savior / Jesus / messiah construct
August 2014
Day 161 - My Declaration of Principle: 8. Being aware of self and others and supporting Life
Day 162 - My Declaration of Principle: 9. Self Trust
September 2014
Day 164 - Self-victimizing myself in relationships with others
Day 165 - Fears on being more involved
Day 166 - Fear of talking too slow / not being understood
Day 167 - Today I wrote a song: Because why not!
Day 173 - 5 steps for proper and effective meditation
Day 177 - What does socializing and being in company mean to me?
Day 182 - Running away from self by desiring
October 2014
Day 187 - Living the word Care
Day 188 - Reactions to stealing and law
Day 189 - My emotional reaction to being scammed
Day 190 - My Declaration of Principle: 10. Making Love Visible
November 2014
My Declaration of Principle: 11. No one can save you, save yourself
Day 207 - Gaming and work - redefining fun
December 2014
My Declaration of Principle: 12. Not waiting for anything or anyone to take responsibility for me and this world
Year 2015
January 2015
My Declaration of Principle: 13. Honouring the life in each person, animal
My Declaration of Principle: 14. Relationships as Agreements
My Declaration of Principle: 15. Sex as Self Expression
My Declaration of Principle: 16. Being Equally Responsible for All
February 2015
My Declaration of Principle: 17. Standing as a Living Example
Last update: 18th of March 2015
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