Tuesday, August 24, 2010

2010 - Fever, medicine, (herpes?)

Two days ago when I woke up I got diarrhoea and later also a fever. Both lasted for the whole day and in the evening I had a fever over 39°C. I don't know the cause of it, maybe I got it because I started to eat meat a few days ago or maybe I got a sunstroke the previous day but that's unlikely. Maybe it was just a virosis... I hope at least some systems got removed in the process :) I took a pill to reduce my fever in the evening and the next day I was ok. At first I had some thoughts about taking the pills because it was explained through the portal that fever helps to remove systems but Bernard also explained that drugs must also be used when appropriate as a chemical bridge to help the body balance itself back. So the pills also helped a lot to get me back in shape.

Unfortunately today a got herpes on my lips... I read it's because my immune system weakened when I had fever. I wonder if it assists me with something too? Any idea?


Found an explanation on Desteni forum:

Have to write more about my parents.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

2010 - Stopped being a vegetarian

A few days ago I started (together with my not-an-agreement-yet-but-getting-there Barbi :) to eat meat again since I've learned at Desteni by reading this article: Here it is That a sudden stop of eating meat is not good for the body. Since I don't have an O-type blood I can stop eating meat gradually. So for now I'll just start eating meat again 3 times a week and then I'll see how my body reacts. Right now I'm quite thin and I used to be more muscular.

Friday, August 6, 2010

2010 - Stopping Addictions (sweets) Conclusion

While I wasn't eating any sugar nothing changed significantly so I figured that only when I start eating sweets I get the temporary addiction of wanting more until I feel sick, lol. So now I am aware of when and how much food I ate and I stop when my body says it's enough.

In regards to other addictions I don't think I have any. Like with sugar, sometimes I get temporarily addicted to something because I don't have anything else (fun) to do. Like right now I play Wii a lot. Like few hours a day. But I'm still not addicted particularly to Wii, I am addicted to the idea that I have to do something I defined as fun to have fun. Yeah that's my problem. I define things as fun and not fun and then I try to do only fun things as much as I can.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to define things as fun/not fun.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to have a desire of doing fun things only because I defined them as fun.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to think that I need to do things I defined as fun in order to have fun.

I don't need anything or anyone in order to have fun because I am fun and everything here can be fun if I want to.