2012 - ending fear - this is the word I gift to myself

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of taking responsibility to find a suitable flat for me to move into.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of speaking with the owner of the flat as an equal.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid to stand equal to and as the owner.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid to speak up and stand for what is best for all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid to question the owner where it is common sense to ask questions whenever things are not clear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see and define myself as less then the owner and to justify my self-definition as less then with the excuse that he is more knowledgeable and more experienced, instead of being self-responsible and standing one and equal with the owner to make sure that the agreement is what is best for all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of making a conflict between me and the owner instead of realizing that by taking self-responsibility I can direct the situation to be what is best for all and so make sure that I don't subdue myself to the feeling of being 'less then' and letting the owner impose only what is best for him.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of being scammed instead of taking self-responsibility and making sure that everything is written as an agreement and understood in a way that is best for all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of making a bad impression to the owner instead of realizing that this is self-sabotage and to take self-responsibility to direct self in common sense and what is best for all.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be afraid of breaking the deal/agreement because of not being humble and not subduing myself to the owner instead of realizing that by doing this I support the abuse, thus I take self-responsibility and self-direction to stand equal to the owner and directing the situation in self-honesty and the way that is Best for All.

I do not accept and allow myself to subdue myself to anyone or anything because this is abuse of Life and I take full self-responsibility in every moment, to be self-honest and do what is Best for All.
I do not accept and allow myself to be afraid of anyone or anything and I do not accept and allow myself to define myself as less then anyone else as this is abuse of Life.
I do not accept and allow myself to fear rejection, to fear conflict and to fear speaking up for myself as Life as One as Equal as What is Best for All because I understand that this must be done in order to stop the abuse of Life and to make sure that I stand as the principle of Life as what is Best for All, where I do not accept and allow any abuse of Life and where I make sure that I always do in self-honesty what is Best for All Life.

I do not accept and allow myself do doubt my self, to doubt my self-honesty and to doubt my self-direction and my will to do and stand as Life here in practicality as what is Best for All.

I do not accept and allow myself to be afraid to lose everything through which I still define myself as, because I understand that it is all fake and designed and accepted and allowed by myself to limit me as Life and to subdue me and suppress me as what I really am as Life here in oneness and equality.
I do not accept and allow myself to suppress myself with emotions and feelings of fear and by defining self as less then. I am equal to all that is Here as Life.

I do not accept and allow myself to doubt in myself ever again. I stop my fears and I breathe and I laugh and I speak up and I express in self-honesty what is Here and I take full self-responsibility and full self-direction to focus on my process of self-correction to become One and Equal as Life Here. I do whatever it takes to break, delete and destroy any mind patterns that I accepted and allowed into and as myself and through which I limit myself and subdue myself to. I promise to myself to stop the abuse of self as Life and to make sure that I walk in every breath the self-correction in self-honesty.

I promise this to myself as I stand Here in self-honesty and I am my witness and my judge and I will not accept and allow anything less from myself than total self-honesty and self-direction to correct self in every breath as long as it takes and until it is done. This is the word that I give to myself and I mark my word and I check my word in every breath to make sure that I am Living to my word, as my Word and I make and create myself as The Living Word as Life as What is Best for All in Oneness and Equality.

2011 - How will the collaboration between management and product producers function in an EMS? - Equal Money System FAQ

In an EMS every step of product production and distribution will be monitored and the information will be gathered in centers of management, where appropriate decisions will be made according to the collected real-time data, on a regional and also the global scale. The goal of management will be to always make sure that firstly, everyone has equal access to products that are necessary for a Dignified Life and secondly, that luxury products are being available. We will create a system where all the relevant data will always be available so that people who will manage the system will always be able to make logistical decisions that are best for all and thus we will make sure that everyone is taken care of and that no part of the world is in a state of lack. We will automate the process as much as possible in order to eliminate all possible human error and so most of the time, people will just monitor if the system works as it should. And where a decision will have to be made, it will be cross-referenced all the time and it will only be based on the real measurable data that will be collected in real-time from the world, so egoistic opinions will not be considered or tolerated at all. People will be trained to do the job and tested for their integrity, if they are actually capable of making decisions based on facts and not their made up opinions and beliefs. All decision making will always be open for everyone to see and so as soon as someone will notice that a proposed solution is not best for all, it will be dismissed and a new solution will be found. So the management will supervise the system of equal distribution of products and services and give producers of the products directions in regards of how much of a product should be produced and what quantities should be sent to specific destinations and similar.

The producers themselves will be focused on designing and manufacturing the products that are needed for the basic needs like food and clothes and they will also make luxury products. They will make sure that the products are made with the highest possible quality and that enough of them are being made according to the needs of people and what is best for all, which will be monitored by the management. So they will all work as one and make sure that everything is synchronized according to what is practically best for all.

2011 - Why do people hate?

People sure like to hate a lot. Doesn't matter really what or why...

Where does this come from? Do you like to hate? How many times a week do you hate something? Dare to count?

Hate starts with the back-chat in someones mind, where one starts to firstly define things according to one's beliefs and judgments. Hate is the opposite of love - it's a polarity like any other mind-fuck that keeps your mind going. There is no love without hate and so you must hate if you want to love. It's all an energy game inside our minds, our thoughts. We delude ourselves with our mind definitions instead of just being here, breathing, doing what's Common Sense - Best for All. We don't learn crap from our mind polarity love-hate delusions. It's all fake information, not real, made up, keeping us locked inside our head so that we continue to perpetuate the mind polarity energy game of high and low, love and hate, win and lose...

Do you like your ego? People tend to put self first, to take care of self first, to take care of the ego of self. The ego fights to survive, to be on top, the winner, the best, the super ego. It's a self destruction device in your head. Don't try and be your ego, you'll go crazy and mad.

Be here, breath and stand with the physical. Ego is useless in the physical. Ego makes the physical weak and abuses it. Do you drink alcohol, get drunk? The abuse is obvious, it's all about not wanting to face self, not wanting to be self responsible. Human is a slave to his own ego. You can observe the self-destruction of egoistic man as you realize your-self as breath in the always present moment of here-ness, as you walk through the self-honest process of stopping your mind possessions of egoism, as you start to participate in Common Sense and what is Best for All.
In the breath of here-ness, there is no freedom of choice to trouble your ego and mind with - no choice to abuse self, only the Common Sense to do what is Best for All. Life will be born when we All stand as One and Equal in what is Best for All.

Lets walk together in self-direction and self-honesty as we change our nature of being with the principle of Oneness and Equality as what is Best for All. Lets be self-honest and stop our crap. The shit is hitting the fan.

I am a Destonian - I stand for Life! I am one vote for an Equal Money System and for World Equality!

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2010 - Equal Money System

The Equal Money System is a support system that derives from a single principle, that is also a fact, that we are all as one as equal as Life. That implies that if we do not treat each other equally in all ways, we live in a delusion. How hard is that to realize? Now take a good and thorough look at what exactly it is in your mind that prevents you, personally, to admit such a fact? Is it your ego? Would you like to be more than others? Or do you feel less than others and accept that as your reality? Do you self-honestly accept inequality as your limitation, as what you stand for and believe in? Why would you oppose a system where each individual is treated equally in oneness as Life? I mean if you do, than that states that you are obviously not equal to Life, because all Life is the same. All Life is equal to Life. Value of Life is Life. Is it that you would rather be something special = more than Life, or would you rather be something limited = less than Life? In both cases you can easily forgive yourself for such thoughts of delusion and spiritual diarrhea and take self-responsibility as Life. Or is it FEAR that controls you? What do you fear? Do you fear your-self? Everything is about self. Do you fear of losing your self? Or do you fear losing your advantaged position of power, luxury, fame and sex? If you fear of losing yourself you live in a delusion. Explore Desteni and you will be assisted in realizing why one can never lose self. But if you fear losing your privileged position - you have a problem. Again, self-forgiveness, self-responsibility. You can only fear losing something that was never really yours, but you made it yours and yours only. You lied, manipulated, cheated and not shared, to make it yours. And exactly because of your spitefulness towards others, not willing to consider everyone as one as equal as you as Life, you will lose everything. It is inevitable. Delusions never last. That's why they are delusions. Only what is real stands the test of time. Are you real?

No one can define you in any way what so ever. You and you alone are responsible for every thought, fear, emotion, feeling and action that you do and experience. What is your principle? Who are you? Are you Life? Or do you hate Life? Do you define yourself as 'less that'? Explore Desteni and you will be assisted into self-responsibility and equality as Life. Do you want to be 'more than' and abuse? Explore Desteni and you will be assisted into self-responsibility and equality as Life. Don't want to? Then state that clearly so that we don't waste our time with you. But even if you don't care, you decide in each and every moment who you are. Every day is your judgment day. More we wait, more fucked up we get. I have decided. At death it is too late. Ignorance, waiting and not acting also states who you are = unwilling to take self-responsibility to stand as one and equal as Life and do what is best for all Life. I will die well, how will you die?