Day 257 - Demotivated by Money

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I found myself demotivated as I am currently without a regular income and have to find a way to get one. Mainly a job, but that is only one form of income as was pointed out to me. Instead of looking for a job, it is much more productive to look for opportunities of creating new forms of income. Unfortunately, this is what we have reduced living to in capitalism: looking for ways how to get money to survive and become "independent" as far as the hierarchy-enslavement system currently allows. I have never been motivated by desire for money and so I perceive doing something just for or mainly for the purpose of getting money as tedious and dull. I would rather work on projections and solutions to create a dignified, safe and fun life for all. But as I realized, when I see that I have to get money first and only then work for the good of Life, I feel demotivated, down, bored, tired, uninterested. A point I can forgive and correct.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel demotivated, down, bored, tired, uninterested when I see that I have to get money first and only then work on things I'd like. When and as I see myself feeling demotivated, down, bored, tired, uninterested when I see I have to get money first and only then work on things I'd like - I stop and breathe. I realize and understand that I am creating these emotions thought allowing the backchat where I think and define working for money as boring, enslaving, unnecessary, instead of giving myself to opportunity to stop all these thoughts and definitions and simply enjoying the physical activities that I do when I work for money. I see I can use this time to learn how to be more effective at the skills that I can then also use in other projects. Thus I commit myself to use the time I work for money to learn how to be in the present moment, to be effective at work and learn new skills that I can use in other projects.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to feel resistance towards work, finding and getting a job, searching for ways to get income. When and as I see myself creating a resistance towards working for money, finding and getting a job, searching for ways to get income - I stop and breathe. I realize and understand that I only sabotage my effectiveness at work when creating such emotions and looking for justifications for them. Thus I commit myself to stop creating resistance towards work, finding and getting a job, searching for ways to get income, instead I breathe and direct myself to be effective at work.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to think that writing a scientific paper to get some money is stupid, boring, dull. When and as I see myself thinking that writing a scientific paper to get some money is stupid, boring, dull - I stop and breathe. I realize and understand that I only created resistance by allowing such thoughts in my backchat, instead of simply working on it a few hours each day, getting some new writing skills, more reputation for future job applications and money. Thus I commit myself to stop defining writing a scientific article for money as stupid, boring, dull, instead I use it as an opportunity to get skills that will help me in other projects.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to distract myself with looking for entertainment and other things I have to do when I sit down to write the scientific article or do other job and money earning related work. When and as I see myself distracting myself with looking for entertainment and other things I have to do when I sit down down to write the scientific article or do other job and money earning related work - I stop and breathe. I realize that I am giving into energies and allowing them to take over where I then only feel more miserable. Thus I commit myself to stop giving into distracting energies of looking for entertainment and other things I have to do when I sit down to write the scientific article or do other job and money earning related work. Instead I take a breath forgive the distractions and allow myself to simply be here and direct myself to enjoy the moment as I work and learn, allowing myself to see the opportunity within what I do to improve and get better at the job, being aware that I will always be able to use the skills in other projects.

2011 - Every human behavior that cause harm and is motivated by money will end with Equal Money - Life in EMS

The way of life in an Equal Money System will reflect the understanding of every human being that we are all self-responsible for our actions and thoughts and will be based on humans that practically corrected self as One as Equal with Life, doing what is Best for All. Money will no longer be a motivation but just a tool for Equal Dignity. There will be no need whatsoever for one to be violent or abusive and such behavior will be prevented and/or treated immediately when someone will show the slightest intention of doing something that is harmful to other forms of Life or self. Everyone will be assisted to have the best Life experience possible in a way that will never cause abuse or harm.

Most of the abuse today happens because people are blinded with profit and because one cannot survive without taking money from someone else. Most of the people don't even have a chance to actually earn enough money for a dignified life and so they try to survive with whatever means possible, even if this means abuse and hurting another. People don't even have time to stop for a bit and realize that all of this abuse in the world is actually encouraged through the rules of money. So, start breathing effectively and with awareness of what is here in every moment as physical Life and realize how simple it is for all to live in dignity. All that each one of us has to do is to practically correct self to always do what is Best for All, to treat everyone as One an Equal as Life and to give to all as one would like to receive. This is simple common sense. Abuse and harm is not acceptable and all of this will end with Equal Money, especially the abuse that is motivated by money, because there will be no profit and people will be unable to have control over and/or influence another human being through money.

Equal Money is what we all want and it's an ingenious system that values Life itself and nothing else. There has never been such a great system of support anywhere else before. Find out more and join the unstoppable drive of Life in practical Oneness and Equality.